freaking headaches + late nights

i know. i know. (seriously, i should stop acknowledging the fact that i dont update my blog often)

anyway. i've been encumbered by these freaking headaches since two or so weeks ago. it has been a literal head throbbing experience. it does not forgive and seeks to make a comeback almost everyday. to the point of knocking on my head twice or thrice in a day.

urgh i hate this.

what can i say? i did go through the drudgery of life as usual. thangs did happen. went for hajar's chalet. slept over yanni's place. watched dvds. went for b-quartet's soft launch of their EP. (love the drumming and singing! hurhur) slept alot. had some mini tarian show. had tarian practices as usual. *yawn* nothing spectacular. however, i finally found out who fazrun is (ok. i so do not know how to spell his name) and what the big hoo-ha is over him becoming the new NUS MS president. hahah. well. he is a very nice guy from the few hours i got to know him.

and well. i guess my head is a miasma of thoughts. dont exactly know where to begin...

oh yes. i bought for myself new specs. YES i succumbed to insert one deadly sin here _______ and got ray ban specs. urgh. what was i thinking?! heh. but yeay. at least my cousins thought this pair is nicer than the previous one. hurhur.

watched 'A Walk To Remember' when i slept over yanni's place last sunday. gosh. i cried! i dunno. i guess i'm too emo. but then, i guess it reminded me of my ability to actually love someone. but not wishing to do so for just any person. it was incredibly sweet and terribly cliche. but dammit, i think this is what alot of girls would want or expect from their special someone. hell. i'm dark and brooding but i STILL think it is my right to be properly taken care of and loved. by someone RESPONSIBLE. to the guys out there who claim to love me. please get a reality check. love is NOT everything if you cannot be responsible enough for your own life.

ended my stint at the National Arts Council. it was a good time in my life. the people were great. but now, onto finding a new job. and i just wanna catch up on lost sleep. it feels so good to sleep in!!! and still keep the late late nights.

new albums out that i wanna get but still haven't gotten. aight. one day. i shall go shopping for cds. and go clubbing with a vengeance! haha!