...and never let her go

i should stop reading ann rule books.

i should.

but i like reading them.

the books leave me with some form of dread and an acute feeling of emptiness. therefore, rationally, it does seem better to stop reading her books.

but then, the emotional me will plough ahead to read tales of other people's lives. not that i'm a busybody. just that the aberrant psyche of certain human beings both disgust and intrigue me.

there hasnt been much to update. which kinda proves the mundane routine that i'm currently going through. sometimes, i refuse to contemplate the future and be more damn proactive. i just get sucked into the ennui of my existence.

urgh. enough. even i get bored of the same ol' thang. useless to put them into words here.