you're gonna throw it all away with no hesitation

line from imogen heap's 'the moment i said it'

i feel like i should shut up. be a recluse. stone faced segala. like i should start hiding again.

gotta learn to shut my trap and not be so obvious.

it's been only a year and i can't quite stand it. is it me? do i have this constant 'one year itch'?

why am i so bothered? why?